Denysuk13

Well, here goes......AAAaaaaaaAAAaaaaaaa, I'm good. Maybe just a tiny little bit stressed because my baccalaureate is coming up and I am more then behind with my studies. This is what happens if you just think you can enjoy life as a teenager and forget about all your responsibilities. My mind is literally blank, it's as if somebody erased all the information I had stored for 4 years till now. As unfortunate as it may be I must contain myself from bursting like a bubble and get to doing rather than whining. With this I leave you with hope that my future will be brighter ^^

It must be magic... otherwise I can't explain the joy and happiness I've experienced this  year starting with Christmas. I was expecting 1 or 2 gifts, being surrounded by my relatives again and feeling more alone than ever because I was entering the season of celebration  by myself. I must seem desperate for some, but I got so used to solitude that I didn't know how it felt to be close to anyone. And yes I do have friends but very few care if I'm there or not, I do have family but lately it seemd as if I was a bother as if I was getting in their way. But not this month, starting with the 13th of December (it was a Tuesday...in some pa

here I am again...but not because I'm enjoying myself...no that's not the case...tonight even though it's Halloween and I should be having fun...but what am I doing instead? well not much just writing my 8 pages long essay for school for tomorrow and the most incredible thing is that I cannot receive the  best grade because I'm late 1 day with the paper...and my hand hurts from writing all this crap that I don't actually need for anything...and it's just horrid. Well this was just a little break from writing so back to the last 4 pages ....:((